This is a story of a black man that keeps trying to smile but it don't last that long because the blood boiling in his
This is a story of a black man that keeps trying to smile but it don't last that long because the blood boiling in his veins is starting to spill out and drip in the puddles along with the tears that blocks the smile that should be on my face when i raise my hands to the man up above. tell me how I'm going to trust anyone if I don't trust myself. Back in the day I had a lot of shoulders to lean on, but them shoulders that were there ended up becoming an illusion, damn. So now im sitting here looking at a blank tombstone in this dark cemetery, somewhere in the country, tears falling in the hole that i just made appear. What do i do next? is it all coming to an end, or should I end it all now? As i look up to the sky and put my hands up to the sky and ask the Lord to take my hands and point me in and right direction. Maybe sumthin will come through and the voices in my head, will one day disappear, and maybe one day I can stop fighting these demons, when I can clearly see that the devil is already creeping through the back door and death is coming through the front. Now I'm sitting here surrounded by puddles of tears in my eyes and with my hands up high asking the man up above once again to point this man of God in the right direction yes I know I know this might sound like a cop out again but God, it's one of ya angels, asking you to open back them wonderful gates again and forgive me for my sins. yes I admit to all the wrongs but one thing is this I have come to realization that I'm a man of God and there is a reason that I am still on this heavenly earth. I got a story to tell ....just listen Now nobody knows what I go through except what I let them see I had to be what I wasn't, I had to face the fact ,that I'm not like everyone else. That life was taken from me at a young age. I seen death many times but I did what I had to do to be a man and now I'm asking not just one but everyone that knows me and don't know me to please accept me for who I am and not judging me cuz. Only the man up above can truly judge me. Now this song is dedicated to the people that thought i was a failure i may be a failure in your eyes but to some,i am an Angel, waiting to spread my wings.
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This is a story of a black man that keeps trying to smile but it don't last that long because the blood boiling in his veins is starting to spill out and drip in the puddles along with the tears that blocks the smile that should be on my face when i raise my hands to the man up above. tell me how I'm going to trust anyone if I don't trust myself. Back in the day I had a lot of shoulders to lean on, but them shoulders that were there ended up becoming an illusion, damn. So now im sitting here looking at a blank tombstone in this dark cemetery, somewhere in the country, tears falling in the hole that i just made appear. What do i do next? is it all coming to an end, or should I end it all now? As i look up to the sky and put my hands up to the sky and ask the Lord to take my hands and point me in and right direction. Maybe sumthin will come through and the voices in my head, will one day disappear, and maybe one day I can stop fighting these demons, when I can clearly see that the devil is already creeping through the back door and death is coming through the front. Now I'm sitting here surrounded by puddles of tears in my eyes and with my hands up high asking the man up above once again to point this man of God in the right direction yes I know I know this might sound like a cop out again but God, it's one of ya angels, asking you to open back them wonderful gates again and forgive me for my sins. yes I admit to all the wrongs but one thing is this I have come to realization that I'm a man of God and there is a reason that I am still on this heavenly earth. I got a story to tell ....just listen Now nobody knows what I go through except what I let them see I had to be what I wasn't, I had to face the fact ,that I'm not like everyone else. That life was taken from me at a young age. I seen death many times but I did what I had to do to be a man and now I'm asking not just one but everyone that knows me and don't know me to please accept me for who I am and not judging me cuz. Only the man up above can truly judge me. Now this song is dedicated to the people that thought i was a failure i may be a failure in your eyes but to some,i am an Angel, waiting to spread my wings.