depression mixed episode

steady livin with this daily depression findin yourself really have you stressing They talk mad shit about you Cause they all zelous Buckle up, they social media reckless they Don’t care about yo feelings yo They just selfish, They’ll leave you hanging Like a necklace, Gotta swallow yo pride to express this, I'm the mailman I got to address this, It’s the only way you’ll grow Like steph curry you gotta let it go, Can’t hold it in cause it’s gone show You C4, in minutes you’ll blow Like some pumas, Put it all on the track Take the beat, eat it up like a snack everything trying to derail you, try to Stay on track no holdin back. what do i do, when the meds aren't workin, i can feel the darkness lurking. lurin me in, with the harsh words, sayin pains all i deserve, no youre not worth it. mind in a slpit, yo i think im done with it. done with life, man im tired of the fight, always try to do whats right, feel like ill never see the light.