starting from the deepest darkest bottom of the gutta steady working on my rhymin hustle come up not aiming for the top

starting from the deepest darkest bottom of the gutta steady working on my rhymin hustle come up not aiming for the top spot, just enough to get out this rut. feeling stuck, caught in place, what do you see when you look at my face? just another white dude tryin to rap(pause) im so tired of that, just go take a nap and then you can watch me blow up, yea then youll know huh. never should've doubted me, lookin like the biggest dummy. crash test, not like the rest, im my own kind of crazy, insane and twisted. please don't test it, it wont fuckin go well. over and over again till the bitter end, no its not a trend, like i said im the only one there will ever be. promise yall gonna remember me, im far too crazy hahaladydahehe. why so serious, why so furious, aren't you just a little bit curious. whats in the tent of the circus, come on ill show you its my purpose. recruiting for the wild circus hahahahah