I can't take it anymore What is going on? I don't know who to talk to So I say this on a song I tried to stay strong I tried to hold on I've been smiling not to show you people That there's something wrong I'm broken deep inside But you'll never realise When you ask me how I'm doing Imma tell you I'm alright Ever since my father died There's a demon that I fight Tryna hit it I can't see it Man it's like there is no light I suffer I struggle I tried to pray My father I beg you Put this pain away My friends They leave me There is nothing I can say But my mother Don't leave me I need you to stay I tried so many times To take my own life I think about my mother So I make a sacrifice I got too many dreams But they never coming true I swear I'm working hard But I never make it through I'm dying Deep inside I swear I'm dying If I tell you what I'm going through I know you'll think I'm lying I'm broken And you Probly think I'm coping Just because you see me smiling And you always hear me joking I tried to fall in love But they playing me And I tried to show them love But they hating me My pain a celebration To my enemy You leave me when I need you Swear to God you ain't a friend of me I lock myself up in a bedroom Talking to nobody Coz you people always judging Lying on my bed I feel good when I'm crying Sobbing Plus I'm used to pain so it's nothing Better days are coming So they keep on saying Broken for a long time Pain is never ending Weight on my shoulders None is working out God you always there for them I really need you now Used to pain I'm so numb I feel nothing I fall in love and break my heart Just to feel something I feel like I don't really gotta live I should be dying I'm tired of it all I'm sick and tired of always trying Pain in my eyes I am bleeding Feel me Feel like ain't nobody really cares About me I got me I've got this It's gonna be okay I swear to God I'm still fighting I got my Mom bes