Why Sometimes

here we are living this thing as we all call Life Day by Day life in the struggles semen as if really life is for what for we need for to fight the sadness the pain The beauty within beating through our hearts as it flows thru our veins, with these tears but this hurt through the years as i cant see thru this rain, as I grew stronger and wiser the pain has helped me take over and conquer all my fears there's times when I feel alone there's times when I feel complete but it seems when I think that i feel complete is when I still feel lost and feel so fuckin weak and for that sometimes got me feelin as if i met me to reach defeat and back to the start once again alone lately all of this rnergy leaving me exhausted as it tries getting all of the better me where to go or where to be, why these answers are still unknown as why I go with the flow as I feel it shall lead me to my feet,