gotta be

I gotta be patient I gotta be I gotta be I gotta be I gotta be no matter how much I try to do right it's seems like everyday I wake up it's a brand new fight I don't know what I am doing wrong or maybe It's my carma coming back from some shit I did in my past life it's hard for me to sleep peaceful at nights cause in my dreams all I can see is them red and blue lights so I'm praying to God daily dat dem crackers don't kick my door in trying to hit me with a felony indict I know it's a lot of niggas wanna see me dead and gone or see me on a one way ticket to prison on a first class flight but through all my problems I gotta stay patient and send my prayers to God on a love letter cause my mind keeps spinning like the wheels on a motor bike I can't give up now cause I can't see my self letting my kids grow up with out a daddy who gonna teach them right from wrong and tell them you always walk by faith and not by sight and never believe all the lies dat you might hear cause it can cost you your life