remake take 2 think I'm getting better express that heavy shit and let it sink in.

so ya think its cool drugs crimes mistakes that aint real that aint life my addiction had to go its a hard hectic journey boring when its time to go the thrill the rush nar that wasnt the real love needle got me hooked aint no true man loved me rightfully and ever so i gained love of me life from a needle which was way way better time took its tole i shaped up to have little control spaz turned to crazy crazy turnes into skitz dodgey dealers shouldnt be in the game hotshots cutter ripoffs that messed my head danced with the devil thanks to them meth to the ice evil through my eyes i gave you up them the anxeity peeked its way up the fear of others doing me wrong paranoia depression what else could go wrong i dont want a bar of society they aint my support or crew i dont have family or real friends to call no support no care alot of neglect own worst enemy own best friend strong women who fights each day recovery clean and sober 15 years weed alcohol meth its a dear goodbye im glad to have it lut of my life time heals wounds detach the future gets better now i just gotta get comfortable in the mirror love live and breathe through the madness of others trouble aint my thing i will discover peace in time and inly choose good to come into my life