Growing up, I ain’t have no role model, I was on my own since jhit I had to fill my own bottles, I been full throttle, Ain’t no time for a job I just trap now, No need for my background, just know, I moved, Town to town, frown after frown, pound after pound after pound, But Now I’m back on my home grounds, got that home grown now that shit I’m smokin is too loud, got the whole block hot now, But tf I’m supposed to do when I don’t got no one around, feel like a clown, Really cuz shit always get drawn out, Like how imma weirdo cuz ion buy you the buss down, Sometimes rappin the only thing that bring me peace, cuz every time I tell a mf my problems they say peace, but when I put it onna beat, and rhyme every lyric, they somehow connect to this different sound, And if we really go pound for pound, I’ll fuck you up in any round, leave you on the ground in the pavement, shit crazy, that’s why I don’t let up don’t get lazy, not gon be the one to let mf blaze me, They say I’m shady, but I’m really just playin it safe, heard a mf up the block got raided, my old plug can’t even hit my phone lately, Shit gettin wild, hope that when I have a child, I can rest in peace, know that my baby won’t be in the streets, I wanna smart child but to learn the things I learned they’d have to get beat, Imma aspire to raise a better generation, one where it ain’t no contemplating, bout whether or not to shoot a lady or if she even really is a lady, Call me crazy, but this just the shit I been on lately, Growing up, I ain’t have no role modelz, I ain’t want to be a doctor, or a lawyer or a teacher, I wanted to be a preacher, I always knew I wanted to talk to mfs, since a youngin i been putting people on tryin get em off the bowl, and get them onto Allah, I just wanna right the wrongs of the past, and move on now, but you won’t let me, steady recollecting, stories that ion even remember writing, Stop the fighting, let’s move on lemme be a man, I’m sorry I let my heart get the best of me, now let both our hearts rest painlessly.