mixed and mastered by Scrappy Locc lyrics by Tha Banshee/ BansheeBeatz beat prod by Banshee/BansheeBeatz ( Hook ) I Feel so out of Place I Feel like I'm a Waste Surrounded by Dark Clouds Can't save me I'm Hellbound ( Verse 1 ) I awaken Everyday, Filled to the brim with Self Hate, Just a Disgrace lost my Faith, On a dark road lost my Way. Self destruction I shall Pave, My own Way into my Grave, Sudden Collapse Contemplate, Mental Relapse Oscillate/ Froze in Place I Take a Breath, Final Intake welcome Death, With one hand I splice the Hate, With the Blade I'm without Pain. I Hear the Reaper Say my Name, It's Clear the Seer knows my Fate, I am on a higher Plane, My 7 chakras Out Of Place/ ( Hook ) I Feel so out of Place I Feel like I'm a Waste Surrounded by Dark Clouds Can't save me I'm Hellbound ( verse 2 ) All the Strain in my thoughts betrayal in my Mind, The Pain in my heart is only there to Remind me, That I hurt the one's that I love the Most, And I tend to push away anyone that is Close. When I need somebody I'm always all Alone, Stuck with the voices coming from outside of my Dome, I try my best to Cope with a bag of the Smoke, And when it Don't help I get trapped Below/ Beneath the Surface question my Purpose, I Feel so Worthless fighting suicidal Urges, Neurotic Catatonic Chronic it's Cathartic, I feel so damn deeply yet I am so Heartless. Everytime I fall Down they stand Around, When I try to get up they shove me to the Ground, And they laughed in my face like a whole bunch of Clowns, Then they wonder why I'm Surrounded By Dark Clouds/ ( Hook ) I Feel so out of Place I Feel like I'm a Waste Surrounded by Dark Clouds Can't save me I'm Hellbound ( Verse 3 ) In a mental Prison my mind Undfolds, All the Visions I be having from the mind Untold, Reflecting on my life I'm dear but I'm Cold, Everydays dragging on and on and it's getting Old. Life is so fast but it seems to go Slow, Even when I got a straw crammed up in my Nose, Sniffing Coke till I'm Woke as I Evoke the devil in his Cloak, So I Spoke on a level that even god didn't Know/ Time Flies and the days Pass me By, As I'm Trapped Inside the prison of my Mind, No matter where I Hide the demons are Behind Me, All the fuckin Time couldn't Hide if I Tried See. I hear voices every day and every Night, Telling me to close my Eyes saying chase the vivid light, my existence is a Plight and I Survive out of Spite, so i take Flight cause I wouldn't be a Blight if I Died/ ( Hook ) I Feel so out of Place I Feel like I'm a Waste Surrounded by Dark Clouds Can't save me I'm Hellbound I Feel so out of Place I Feel like I'm a Waste Surrounded by Dark Clouds Can't save me I'm Hellbound #ThaBanshee #Loccstarentertainment #HitSquadAffiliates #hitsquadpullup #hitsquad #guddaboyz #pullupmuzik #real_pain #real_lyrics #real_music #featured #feature_me #hip-hop #chill #vibes #rapfame_featured #raw_Emotion #rapfame_ar_team #rapfame_bot #rapfame_moderator #rapfame_official #hot #2023 #trending #viral