my crush crushed my soul

this bitch really got me fucked up I was lost when she found me I thank Jesus christ she was a pot of gold shining in the middle of the table had to have her I roll dice infatuation corrupts my goals the sweet sense of devilish aroma haunts my soul I would pray to a higher power that she was the one and I only have had one roll there aren't any rules to think I was a fool pages flipped quickly like a zip on a zip line chapter's revealing your true colors I couldn't imagine my self cent without her and her by my side I see no other happiness triggered the moment I see you do you remember when we were in love? the feelings never changed you fit with me your my glove important you are stuck on the front of my brain lov love had you heavy from the bottom of my heart now I feel soggy cause the sadness reins sand rocks or cement I don't believe any fill could fulfill the emptiness that i feel deep down. there's a whole future between us two shattered hopes as I struggled not to drown choking on waves crushing down heavy a million pounds weigh on my shoulders evidence proves that you can't have me and now I can't help but behave badly.