since the last few days have been drinking more alcohol have been taking shots and after shots so I can calm my mind as dark energy has stacked in my mind telling me go do suicide but i don't wanna die young I'll rather be a stonner or be alcoholic na friends been running away from me telling me that my habits is so toxic I'm out of my mind now I got no even homie while my girlfriend said that she doesn't feel me she doesn't feel me like hell she's gotta somebody who spoil her tickled her in bed like a game then she said that I'm out of her league I'm out of her league×2 of course I admit she cut off a piece she cut off a piece of my heart and i bleed deep inside now in my heart i feel weak and i got nobody now to lean on damage is big like i can't even live i bet i gotta make through again