I feel like every choice that I make is wrong

I feel like every choice that I make is wrong I feel like every word that I say is gone Gone in the wind Gone into sin Gone into the darkness deep within Your lies Can’t tell what’s inside Your mind I wanna hide Hide from the battles Hide from the shadows Hide from the demons That trapped me in shackles Uh I thought it figured it out Thought I’d say it out loud But I get shut down In your voice gets loud Don’t wanna hear me out But why? Why are you better? Why are you bitter? Why are your delusions Becoming your conclusions? You’re telling me to fight But I’m always losin’ Yeah