i was only just a baby when i drew my first blood it was accidental but it took alla my love and now im just an empty shell i cant even smile i made it out the cell but im still in denial i made a lotta mistake that i wish i could change daily isee alotta things i hate shit about the man i grew into i think id rather wear your shoes and if u think my life is better than you best believe me truth i shot a man at 12 and it wasnt easy i had to walk thru my suicidal ideations always carry a rope on me just in case i felt that hman i hung myself 3 or 4 times the only reason im here i had Allah byy side and i wasnt meant to die i had to perservere and move on from that darkness inside