no rest for wicked but I still sleep soundly my family surrounds me but still feel lonely on this planet these are my unconscious thoughts the ones I think about alot I drink until I'm num but the pain is only skin deep and I'm drinking on this rum and the pain it still steeps I'm trying to hide behind these bottles but they sruffes to the when I hit rock bottom I'm wishing I'm want to be better do better but I'm still under the weather mother fucker these are my unconscious thoughts like why all of the sudden I feel like a low down loseer when I know I have everything I need I try to cut to release the pain but all these people thinking I'm insane and my mind is feeling drained and my body is feeling about the same who doing come to to get some help idk idk what to do idk idk what to say if you do you think you could put the bottle down for second to understand who I am I'm a man lots of emotion im a man with lot of devotion these are my unconscious thoughts these are my unconscious thoughts the ones I think about alot