Don't Know How But I Don't Know Why, There was a wall in my life, But I tried to mine it but I Couldn't budge it open so I had to climb it, now I have to tell you the story on how I survived Yes, I felt useless but I somehow found a way of course, I didn't listen to the voices no matter the force, I could tell not even one soul could show remorse, I knew they wouldn't even care, I don't care cause I can't cry I didn't wanna say hi cause they wanted to say bye, They think Opinions can hurt me so they try to make a lie, I thought I was the same guy but I've matured in my life and I Can't go back so I'll live with what I decided One day 7 said to 9, "I've had a change of ways and I've been waiting to say to you if we could be mates." But after all that he did there was no point in optimism, Nine was covered with blood and his veins and muscles were blistering, he said "Did you really think that it was really that silly? Did you really think you could eat me than be friends and still be not ashamed of that beyond felony, you'll be and die guilty, If I ever go to hell then you should really come with me, You make me look like an idiot, why you still won't admit? I hope you're dying inside, and you feel what I did, And that your family leaves you dying in a pit and it leave you crying, seems you find pain satisfying, but your death is gratifying." You know the saying, 7 ate 9, 9 felt weak, 7's a felon yet fine? Sure hope he's praying and changing and staying away from 9, Mess with him any longer he said he'll show his canines, got him caught in broad daylight, 7 will never say the right things , 9 might leave a sharp snakebite, That got dramatic, someone point to the playwright, stop hiding in plain sight, you did something ballistic, sadly 7 only got 14 years in prison, 9 died later at an earlier age, Organ failure at 58, but 7 got depressed and he started drinkin', He reminisced and it got him thinkin', Why did I even think of doing it? now I gotta live, with the pain bitting harder as he gradually reminisced, and he started to get worse, and he started to smoke, when his eyes filled with tears then it made him choke, his heart and soul were strobing, with pain he kept on rowing, he didn't want to grab the oars but he just kept on growing, he was-