trying my hardest

I trying I’m trying I’m trying YEA I’m trying my hardest not to be a disappointment but it’s kinda hard when my family is struggling and all I can do is think it’s cuz of me man id rather be completely different fuck it im now on a mission people be wishing ……. Feel like im being pulled to the bottom of the sea making me deceased hol up wait you’ve just unleashed the beast I have multiple problems but you are the one who I’m worried the least no matter what you do I will still be here so you better fear might be in middle school but ima have everybody looking up to me they might need a stool yea they call me teev major okay fine that’s a lie but one day it’ll be true when im up in the leagues even if I have to sneak I still will defeat y’all think since I’m a kid that I’m weak NO I’ve done more shit then you coulda imagine only reason you never heard of me is cause I ain’t ever been caught every time they thought they have me i still get away with cause everybody scared of me including the dean bros built like a bean acting like he has to be seen and mother fuckers ask why I’m mean yurrrrrr just cause I’m 12 in age don’t mean I mess with 12 swear the bitches always lackin I’m packing but I ain’t talking bout my suit case feel like I’m floating in space feel so numb I’m on the moon But back on topic I’m gonna make it baby girl shake it yeaaaa shake it yeaaa