My mum did die of cancer I'm not gonna lie I even deny the heavens where she fly I can't live this lie 10 grams of shrooms I fry out of my mind trying to find what I cry I can't believe my eye can't believe my mind she's dead and gone let her rest before she gone she blessed me she did no wrong no she in heaven for an eternity she did her best now it's my turn to pass this test being on earth she gave me birth now she's gone I feel cursed I follow Jesus Christ knowing after I die I'll be in heaven 2 souls to fly now I take drugs just to get by I can't believe my mum did die where's the dope in this world of no hope the raps I behold raps that I wrote all seem to be air and smoke nothing new sometimes I turn to forbidden voodoo who new I'd turn my back for another heart attack not to sound wack I have no one to turn my back fight everyday eyes black and blue what I'm gonna do to you