suicide prevention - everything I said is true. I really did kill myself and I was given a second chance and im glad I came back and got the help i needed. I have a long road ahead of me and this music is a coping skill that I use to help me get through my bipolar depression along with prescribed medication. if you or anyone you know is struggling please call suicide prevention holiness. you can call or text 988 right now on your phone to get help 24/7. dm me if you need if you need me.