Lyricist:Big Nolt Vocalist:Big Nolt Beat maker:Big Nolt Mixing Engineer:Big Nolt Studio:BandLab Graphic Designer:Big Nolt This not a sad song I’m not depressed either I just don’t fuck with most people and I’m giving you reasons I’ve always been a people person ever since the start & I just love to joke with niggas it be my daily spark But even though I’m extroverted I’m a loner at heart & I spend most my time alone probably working on art Some people even hit me up & be like “Nolt what it do, It’s been a couple of weeks & still I ain’t hear from you You don’t fuck with me no more because you acting real new” Like Nah you my dawg & all but to tell you the truth I wanna love everyone, but then that’s asking for paid Cause if them feelings ain’t the same you would be going insane Plus I heard niggas change, so now I’m down with disdain & Though it make me feel strange it’s what’s the best for my brain Another reason I do that is not to kill your enjoyment I know I love my me time & when stopped it’s disappointing Say I called you everyday just to ask you how’s it going & that may sound cool & all, but man that shit get annoying & when you hang around people man you become them for sure It’s like a disease & no one seems to have the right cure That’s why I hang around myself & I don’t act like my peers & some may call my act weird but I like to call it pure Plus, I vibe too hard when I’m alone, hook up the game put on a song That’s the recipe, just what I need to get me in my zone I’m just fine all by my own, don’t even need no one else on I’m a king, Protect my energy as if it was my throne You could walk into my life, & you can might win my heart But you could never even hope to get between me and Nolt Love yourself above all others, and that’s real talk Self love be the best love, self hate got you feeling off & some may don’t even like you but you don’t care you don’t worry But when you don’t like yourself man that’s a whole different story So that’s the reason I’m a loner I just feel it’s more right I only fuck with a few my circle small as Fortnite I wanna love everyone, but then that’s begging for pain ‘Cause when them feelings ain’t the same you would be going deranged Plus I heard niggas change, so now I’m drowned in disdain & Though it make me feel strange it’s what’s the best for my brain But still no peace in my head, it’s voices & they want each other dead Chill in the bed, but inside it’s hell of bloodshed Driving me crazy can’t even enter my own mind ‘Cause when I do it’s total chaos & I’m always left behind Real shit that I don’t talk about in person ‘cause I grew up isolated so my social skills ain’t perfect