Not equal

I keep it locked up, low key I just wanna pop up you trynna be tough but show some respect I don't need that. youre maken me mad your Makin me feel bad. yous are Makin me feel sad now what do I do coz i can't escape I cant go nowhere from here that is this safe. so what do I do look at my face look in my eyes youre trynna hide. you trynna colide do it for nothing it's all for the thrill I know your bluffing. trynna make drama coz you know I wont harm yas. disarm a nigga that's trynna be nice but all that i get is those eyes. now that I died and came back coz I died when I went there. but I ain't as upset. why you always feeling like that. was it that hard. are you the one with them scars are you the one behind bars are you the one that wish on a star coz your life is shit wish you could start agen but I can with this pen so I'm trynna make it im gonna take it. fuck all the basics trynna expand look past the past look past the shit that made yous depressed you trynna carry it drop it if that's what the problem is I cannot change it and you need to face it tell you need to coz bro you need too.