Fighting all this pain Losing all my hope Life drives me insane This the life I chose I'm fighting  im fighting through my pain Most of us den had those long days in the rain Gotta stay strong and ya gotta believe U on this earth for a reason u see Facing my demons  when I am alone In my zone smoking tha kush yea that strong How can u help me when u ain't reach out Thoughts in my brain got me feeling in doubt Fighting all this pain Losing all my hope Life drives me insane This the life I chose Staring at faces I see on the wall Talking to myself  I'm Losing it all Mood swings I'm having em every damn day Trying to control all the shiit that I say Depression is real yea it should be a crime Feeling like shit when I wake up sometime Walking on ice cuz I'm paranoid ash I do feel like people really don't care Fighting all this pain Losing all my hope Life drives me insane This the life I chose Fighting all this pain Losing all my hope Life drives me insane This the life I chose People  so selfish  they care bout they  self They only reach out when they need some help Thinking about all the memories  I had With my 2 grannies that shii made me sad Now that they gone they ain't  suffering at all Casuing more pain now I'm mentally  scared Had to get high had to process da shit Cherish  the moments   Fighting all this pain Losing all my hope Life drives me insane This the life I chose Fighting all this pain Losing all my hope Life drives me insane This the life I chose