trying to keep long term friendship but it's just keeps crashing I look back to the memories but it's just flashes there's not a answer to why they end they just split like a cake it's easy to say hello but hard to say goodbye and I'm tired if seeing healthy friendships when mine just keep drowning the water is deep but it just thickens no way I can let anyone go that easy my mission is to keep friends so we can stay in touch as we grow we get families jobs and cash doesn't mean u can just put a wall up and end it I helped through the highs and the lows but no one seems to give a blow they just whisper away in shadows and never arrive back in time looks like this is the end but I'm not letting the stop me our lives can be overmastering trying to make it out as a grown up but there's no holding back ur friends on the edge cause if they jump u ain't gon save em tired of the hate that keeps coming and everytime I think good I end up crying and trying to keep a friendship it's a powerful thing cause when u are low they still be the overlappin by the time we are almost dead we need all the memories that can last but if you leave there just gon crash and everytime I think about losing someone my heart keeps poundin tired of it I'm over the dumb shit can't u just hold longer till we aren't lasting I'm gon keep this in deep cause j don't wanna express knock off the not talking and let's keep speaking cause I'm tired of this and I'm tired of losing so stay with me longer so we can be what we once wished to be.