I've been through the pain, it's not just a game I've seen the struggle, it's driving me insane Can't escape the memories, they're locked in my brain I'm trying to move forward, but it's hard to maintain I've lost friends to the streets, they're gone in a blink I'm praying for a better world, but it's hard to think I'm feeling the weight, it's heavy on my soul I'm trying to stay strong, but it's taking its toll I'm feeling the pain, it's deep in my veins I'm trying to stay sane, but it's driving me insane I'm seeing the struggle, it's all around me I'm trying to make a change, but it's hard to see I'm fighting for my dreams, but it's a constant battle I'm trying to stay focused, but it's hard to rattle I'm feeling the pressure, it's all on my shoulders I'm trying to rise up, but it's getting colder I'm feeling the pain, it's taking its toll I'm trying to stay strong, but it's hard to control I'm seeing the world, it's full of injustice I'm trying to make a change, but it's hard to adjust I'm feeling the weight, it's heavy on my heart I'm trying to stay positive, but it's tearing me apart I'm fighting for a better tomorrow, I'm trying to keep moving, but it's a heavy load ayy,