I feel lost while am home ...what joy do I get if my homies are all gone..the other it was John...all the lost got me asking myself how long... 2 it was early in the morning, I got a sad letter...so then I knew the world is never getting better..my wish was to watch us grow older cause what we shared was so strong Brother.. 3 I can't believe... can someone tell me it's just a dream... can't stand my fit cause the pain is so real it's hard to say bye thou someday we're still gonna die .. 4 can I say.. death is a fool and blind, taking good ppl leaving bad ones behind..all this while av been stuck in a wine when am dying but trynna act like it all fine 4 I hope u left for good..even mama can't stay she had to pass away too.. can't stop thinking about those better days cause I never knew you will be gone to soon . me and you day to day hoping and praying for more better days ...I really go a lot to say... cause life has really brought us a sad day today 6 respect to my real bro ...it's pains a lot that u are no more...u always showed me real love and u made me feel loved