you ever feel like you had enough to the point where you want to give up asking yourself what did I do to deserve pain and agony the devil will try to tear apart the ones you care about too detour you off the righteous positive path that you're on keep loving the Lord and he will protect you from evil sometimes the more you focus on getting your life together when you start walking you're giving your time to the Lord been asking for strength and knowledge about you Lord I felt like nobody cared at times and there has been times I question your ability to help me out knowing faith without works is dead I didn't understand what that meant at the time and overcoming problems and learning from my mistakes. builds character to change for the best.