Momma

My head sinks down, And my emotions run off, I’m going through the motions, I’m taking a loss, Pray to god for it all, No matter what’s the cost, Her hand touches me, And her skin so soft, The blood in my veins, Is the pain I cross, As I stand in the rain, And the fog gets lost, Cuz The scans in her brain, Is pain that haunts, If she makes it through it then, Yeah I’ll take that taunt, Her other seed looks at me, In her eyes get blocked, At this hospital bed, I’m finally losing my mom, The pain and the agony, The thought of her having me, Left behind 3 kids, Could never be a bigger tragedy, Looking up to the sky, As she looks back down at me, I been through enough, But these people keep doubting me, She in heaven yeah I know it, She an angel and she glowing, Always loved my raps, Cuz her lil boy a poet, I did this for my mom, So you know I gotta show it, I’m dear momma on my pac shit, I’m ye with my mom shit, And I never take shit, Because yeah I’m my moms kid, Cancer be a motherfucker, Covid be a motherfucker, Sherry raised a motherfucker, Cuz I’m that motherfucker, I pray for my momma, Like she was still here, Every time I’m sad, She can’t wipe my tears, Cuz losing you was my biggest fear, Like losing kelsea that one new years, And Brian ain’t here, He ain’t gotta problem now, And since you both in heaven, We can go and share my momma now, This one for my momma, Coming from your problem child, I still got my sister, But my mom yeah I miss her, It was 2 pm when she laid to rest,