Slowly Growing

when i came i was so proud that every time i can have time to be one of us i was so happy now a day people just wanna be mad and get out of the way and to make this complicated people just want something that make them happier no matter how much they get it they been chasing it like there was no problem but all they did is break something bad hopefully everything will change i could not believe i will soon enough to be one of them hopefully i will get something new that i did not see where just never gonna tell when will it happen yup i been waiting for something to happen i could not see it but i can actually feel it for me to the best i would not do something stupid i tired of living like upside down well let me live like there was nothing to be mad at man this is present don’t need to think in the past all the time HEY i might BE striker but Not an opportunity to live like i was something no i am who i am nobody well let me live a living hell if that happen i make sure it never happen to me ever again cuz i will be back or actually never coming back hey better start messing with me cuz i tired of living in this world well better start to live like a normal person i couldn’t hey i won’t do everything everyday i need to suddenly understand this life where i can’t live anymore i need to find my problem so i won’t have to live like this but when everything strikes i kinda feel like i wanna loose my thoughts just to get over through this i be like i could not see a problem but deep inside i feel like i have go everywhere where i can’t find anything only the thing i found is problem i can face it but i won’t able to face it for the long time saying that i won’t let thing go off easy let me say i won’t go on without getting peaceful day i warn off like every people telling me not to do this but i did it anyway now look at me i might loose all my personalities but not also hope i still have hope