Ruined

"Ruined" Yeah some days it just don't seem worth it smashed up, crashed up and messed up... please help me god... in you I place my hope.... my hope my hope is you . ruined... drop da' beat fo' a broken heart it's hashed slitted in my soul of empty scars face down cry alone to my God above save me lord from the pain wrap me in your love fucked up and I knew I should of been the man pray hard hope my daughter she would understand I'm cold I'm old grown stone inside where i cry yeah inside I'm all alone Ruined - step outside see the life I'm doin' Ruined - all the smiles I hide I'm losin' I'm messed up lord... I need your strength god... I need you I need you.... I'm ruined deep lord please fix me Im cut inside where my tricks be demonize filled my life with hate my pride, arrogance, and all my souls left in pain all my best was a test wasn't good enough face down to the ground where I'm eating dust memorize all the times where I tried and I died to your grave buried in your lust Ruined - step outside see the life I'm doin' Ruined - all the smiles I hide I'm losin' Ruined - bleeding me this life I'm choosin" Ruined - need you lord inside I'm losin...