I REGRET THE WAY THAT I USED TO HOLD YOU TIGHT YOU'RE NOT ON MY SIDE HATE TO SEE YOU FADE DO WE END THIS ALL TODAY LOVE IS SUICIDE EVERYDAY WHEN I WAKE UP YOU'RE THE FIRST THING IN MY MIND I REGRET THE WAY I USED TO HOLD YOU TIGHT YOU'RE NOT BY MY SIDE I'M LOSING MY LOVE HATE TO SEE YOU FADE AWAY BUT I CAN'T REMAIN OUR LOVE NO LONGER REMAINS ITS DRIVING ME INSANE SO I'M GOING TO END IT TONIGHT LOVE IS SUICIDE WHY CAN'T I JUST WAKE UP FROM THIS NIGHTMARE all of this pain that I feel it feels so unreal like how can my heart hurt THIS much WITHOUT ME DYING LISTEN TO MY PIN AS IT STARTS CRYING ON THIS PIECE OF PAPER AND THESE TEARS CANT ERASE OR CHANGE WHAT HAPPENED AS MY HEART BREAKS AND FADES AWAY IN THE DARK I don't want it to be true but now that I know it is I'm trying so hard to let go of my thoughts they play in my mind every time I think about you so it's constantly cause constantly im thinking of you and how my love for you has been true and it would never change direction I can't believe you really did what you said the words that you said a re embedded in my head the thoughts that play over and over visions of you and whoever the fuck he is can't believe he had a wife and kids and you still did what you did what that really say and I can't seem to find a way to let It go I wish I would have never wanted to know I know you were alone so was I but I kept my love for you inside you gave it to another man what was once mine so I thought i thought I just wanted to know but I guess I was wrong you said you were going to give me one more chance but by chance you had a fuck romance you ruined my chance and all the love we had has been passed to another man I can't believe you let him slide inside what I thought was mine inside I'm dead outside im dying im tired of this crying the pain in my mind makes me feel like im slowly dying but thank you for not lying while I'm lying here crying and agony can anything feel worse than what i feel I'm keeping it real when I get lost in my thoughts that I'm thinking while I'm thinking it's kind of feels like something's leaking out of my heart is it my soul I don't know but what I do know you played me for the joke but it wasn't funny