so i sit in the room and the light shines through the window at me and i imagine what it could be my life is what im speaking of here the dove coo cooin and my brain construing up crazy thoughts that roll theough so fast can i get past all the tramas and abuse yo heal and be a better me to see the world with positivity and then maybe i will change and not have to go into dissasociation and can i please stop with the minipulation yhat i bind myself with givr me akiss and bliss is what i seek underneath my hard personality im emily