Selfish request

Got God on my side all the way through im not here to lie i aint no fool i always try to do the right thing even if it kills me i say hi and bye been dreaming bout the time i go just realized that its bout the people that i meet in my lifetime thats my sole lifeline when i feel real down and i feel so sad about their pain i dont got a plan i got a brain always wanted to help someone never got the chance myself but i can tell its getting here for me and no one else just my selfish request i feel like im blessed but it can only last for so long gotta raise it up in this song