next life

im am on a journey in a vessel however im leaving so im passionately living no dwelling not materialistic humble enough to prevail without shelter... tortured in the beginning with a strong heart i swear i had faith in a nation however following the leaders left me comprimised oh lord one nation under god whos your god taxpayers pay for authority i refuse to rejoice for there is no morals a big gang of badges putting humans amongst violence and quarrels defamation of character ink spells out lies im 34 syill learning ginding strenghth anongst their guided impurities my life is more precious than adapting to the sin i can learn from while imprisoned in cages or behind the fence within the pin .. i am what i am and i am the light tasers teach phases what about the process and definition of transformation they dont understand the law or our purpose on this earth everyone building or tearing down insecurities we all have our own wall humpty dumpty is an example of error i pray a positive outcome this coming month with in this government so corrupt at trial havent kept up with my grandmaster like i want but so much negitive coming my way i got to heal my situation very few would be capable to live through and not one entity would want. i keep silent im so strong i can bare what i have to till the end i hope the curse goes with me and the next process is differant not only for me but for all..