Yo first let me start off And introduce myself Hold up pause Halt the applause Silence the oou’s and aah’s Cause It’s VanZ on the track I know Im white But that Doesn’t mean Im an Eminem wannabe that can’t rhyme Whoa man push the brakes and rewind Gossip like a woe man and you will find I can go from jeckyl to Hyde in like 2.5 Crazy insane like the two dudes from columbine State of mind is borderline ferine Got 9 lives just like a feline you can try n kill me but I won’t die So Go ahead and judge me that’s fine No fucks given learn to let it slide Gotta Adapt unwind and redesign Like Stevie wonder I turn a blind eye Haters always been the fabric of my timeline They cling like static wreaking havoc Like a bad habit your reaction and panic Fuels the fire and gives them satisfaction And keeps em coming back Like a drug addict Naw man it ain’t happening Rehab n a 12 step program part of my plan Saying no takes practice It’s part of my tactics but It’s only a fraction conquer and divide That’s just simple mathematics To grow you gotta learn and take chances To succeed have to give it your all And do it with passion I may bend Break n fold Occasionally Lose control One things sure In a hole I won’t go I will fight For my goals I would cross Burning coals I can’t die Won’t give up Take my soul Oh hell no That’s one thing I’ll never let go Till I’m dead and cold Dust to dust Ashes and smoke But Until then I’m Not stoppin till my stories told Try and help somebody like me Whose constantly feeling so low Alone they roam But got nowhere to go Just Searching for a place They can call home Before it’s too late And everything’s taken it’s toll I’ve been there Actually I lived there so believe me What you’re going thru I know