constantly conscious

hey she take my way constantly controls my heart never text back left on read blame the darkness and death constantly at my kneck people get complacent stay ignorant have no respect change in a second reality morality and message are we all blind or just digesting distractions created and manifested by some big brother method honesty is an illness like a disease you get sick with it once you start telling the truth it'll feel so good you'll tell them about everything hoping for a connection reality sucks human beings should never get together just throws them in a rut I've seen it for myself my friends and many others before why did I sit for 7 years on pause mode screwing her like some w**** while she screwed me over for my paycheck my place my heart now I'm torn