suicide tested me, started form a young age, locked away my emotions in a mind cage, couldn't battle couldn't handle couldn't fight away the pain, the pain of loosing myself to the male race, lost my unborn son very young i was 16, grabbed a rope hung it up n tied it to my neck, had no parents growing up so just me my bro & granny, having m'brother by my side is what fokn saved me, suicide survivor...