Hard to say where I'm headed But I feel like Hendrix I can see the future Girl u give me a headache Thinking bout you man I swear this shit is torture Tell me where I'm going is it heaven or hell Honestly it don't matter cause coming to earth is where I failed Is death a happy ending cause life ain't no fairytail I can feel it in my gut I know I'm changing for the better But everytime I get higher these demons grow stronger Intellectual thinker and comunnuicater lemme go back to mercury Everything you don't see is what last for eternity I want money money money even tho I understand it's only temporary Last place at the finish line but I made it so to me it's still victory Drugs prayers and sex anything to heal my misery Too many temptations but I know god ain't the one testing me They say meet him at the crossroads he might have a deal for me If I take it is there any strings attached If I sell it can I buy it back Lost in my thoughts feel like I'm in the middle of the sea Drowning gasping for air sometimes I feel like I can't breathe Then I realized I'm the son of god I can grow my wings and fly to shore I don't like surprises but imma risk going through this door Open up a portal Im just trynna get a glimpse of the lord