and finally stop cryin cause i put up ma heart on a freeze with all this weight on ma chest i couldn't breathe i remember when they watched me bleed i see they watching all ma tears they fall every night i be getting no calls i never gave up i ain't droppin this ball every night i use tell that i love you now every night i sit and think that i can't trust you loooooooonely you is just a fooooooney don't caaaaall me i gave you ma love than you play it these days real love is rare these days some people don't care and i just feel like this shit just ain't fare some of me disappeared in th