run run we running so fast we runnen never rqn so fast but still running running running so fast i am still running addiction hot on me heel so hot.i can feel the pressure of the needle still na not this time i keep yelling but the brain still telling the nose to keep smelling the heroin the brain doing the same to the veins in my arms why does it sound like a freaking alarm man God help me.weather this storm body sweating worse than a bride at wedding that starts regretting realizing he isnt the same as when she met him watching her friend's start the betting so bring on.the stressing anxiety about sobriety saying to myself bro just try stay calm its been almost 7 years a buzzer in my ear man its getting pretty severe then a voice say look in the mirror coming from the right shoulder then of course the one on the left it will feel so good he says, but i remember feeling of death dont worry remember we stashed all your old supplies right before the gargae on left-hand side. didnt i tell you to take a hike with a giggle says back your the reason you gotta have and cant relax your the one they call crackhead max or my fav buy a 20 sack then sell it Back with 10 dollar tax so yeah crackhead max with government tax wow this is getting so bad i don't think i am gna survive man alive ready to take my last 25 and go get high all i have is this bike its not even mine my sons mom got it for him he rode over lastnight left shoulder speaks up man this maybe another way to get high my 25 plus the bike but that your boys. right shoulder speaks then describes the time his mom got it for him flashback to the day he rode it over nice sunny and warm it was like first day he was born when life was norm cant believe i am still on this course where is the.source i am going to settle the score walked up knocked at the front door then suddenly a warmth i felt a security like never before well he answered the door and with a kind word he said whats up been awhile my friend stunned so i looked at the floor the number to the house was stuck to the boards 44 east court now hung on a sign that said repent and the kingdom is yours surprised my plan now escape his porch left shoulder yelling no no please abort abort nervous as he spoke i read this scripture before david is that you thinking please an excuse tried to speek but my mouth refused of course but this was a different david than before his dreads were gone and the fiens that decorated his front porch. now a decoration of some sheep and a little shepherd boy right smiles and says to the left left takes a breath as he pulls out his last cigarette. well this is it left says in defeat head down bending his neck this is where we make this areal connect i had no idea what was coming next david looks to the sky says spirit your needed at this very sec then at that moment of time had passed by could had been as long as a lifetime but he said your sins can go away say goodbye he believes he wasnt lying the look in his eye gave me what to.say but most importantly gotta believe and have the faith he do miracles when we make.the way that was almost 7 years ago.easter sunday jesus saves