Stressed so much

im sorry that i did it?, im sorry that i cried, im sorry for the bullshit, im sorry for the night, my grandma always told me, i am a success, whenever she died, i gained the stress, my life is a mess, im just so daized, its all just a maze, if you were in my eyes, you'd be amazed, im not going with the base, i feel like im a mime, ALL THE FUCKING TIME, im sorry for screaming, in life theres just no meaning, its like cliff im leaning, like a job interview, a metting, i dont like the gretting, im nervous, im anxious, im scared, i have been dared, all people do is stare, im going to flip, i cant even tip, this is bullshit, i just dont know, will i live, hey god i just wanna give, i feel like a loser, im not chooser, i dont want clout, all these people doubt, FUCK IM OUT