falsified love

i remember when we fell in love and my heart became yours, you i adored even more than my heart in my own core, then i found out you was whore, and the act of innocence was just apart of the allure, my very heart u tore right outta my chest, i used to be impressed with the depth of our love and wanted nothing less, after that it was just a mess that was left, with stress i became obsessed and could never find any rest, was it just a test, just to see who was the best, and who would welcome death, one always needed more and one always settled for less, but in this game of chess, u pick ur battles and i never had a ref, when it came to the payment of love, u was in debt and mine was all spent, mine was all lent and you said u would give it back but now u dont know where it went,, and now its past duex4 i needed you more than i needed myself not realizing that you were bad for my health, the very word bad is how i would feel, is how i always felt, but i always just dealt, with the madness in my brain, with the sadness and feeling drained, cataclysmic is how i would explain going insane, from being tortured every day, i felt like i had a fortune stripped away, i was always forced to pay, even though on phone it was shown i was owed blood and bone cause i was the source of better days, i was still left alone on my throne in the zone in my home wit the chrome still in such a daze. hoping it was just phase, until i realize this is everyday, im like a mouse in maze, just a experiment getting documented on page, just monkey in a cage, i was junkie engaged, to the very source of my rage, u was the drugs and the bars to my cage, the very warden in charge of my pain, finally i had strength enough to say, i gotta get away x4 #love #heartbreak #getaway #heal #breakup #freegamesyndicate #fgs #philly