Cause I go through so much and yet feel no love I look around and I got no one I can trust no one I can call no one here

Cause I go through so much and yet feel no love I look around and I got no one I can trust no one I can call no one here at all none checking in everyday I fall and ain't nobody got my back ain nobody really cares about how I am ain nobody out here tryna lend me a hand don't understand why I feel like I'm stuck in my head it's tourture that I face every day wanna leave this place but I can't escape ain't no way to change weight it multiplies ain nowhere to run ain't no where to hide got so many lows and they come with highs don't know where to go I feel Dead inside every night I cry I can't see the light darkness all around loosing strength to fight but I know I gotta let go In order to move on I' need to find hope not to dwell in this darkness I feel in my soul cause there's way to much I could never control