SHACKLED

Just Another troubled soul, attempts to penatrate the haze, I Remain stuck in my ways, And I can't alleviate this pain. My thoughts stay full throttle, swerving lanes, no destination, creating flames. Unable to maintain, demons usually sway my brain. My Bridges have been burned, I remain Chained by self oppression, Hoping for a blessing, Guess I'm just disconnected, and discombobulated But I have to keep on pressing, Can't teach a hard head no lessons, Socially I am tested, destined to stay stressing. I sabotage myself, and then I struggle for relief, My belief is I am not complete , and morally deceased why try to seek since i will never conquer peace. Never gain regain control, to escape the turmoil ,misery, and the grief, I'm a predictable Indian, But I should be perceived as a chief. Pressure ready to explode, And I'm losing all control, Consistently being told, i must be Satan's twin, have no heart, or soul Maybe I'm just too bold, Eventually I unravel and unfold, Damaged goods and insane, This shit is getting old. Desperate for a change, but impossible to escape the rain, Damn it's such a shame, The darkness remains, every Thoughts deranged, A lion that can't be tamed, no owners manual even has a chance to train. The emotions overwhelm, fabrications are expelled, How can I possiby excel, If I can't face and defeat my hell, universe applauds when I fail, My existence is a shell, If I try and bail, The locomotive soon derails I'm Helen keeler, and never learned to read any braille, was just abandoned in the streets, no one wished me well. try and Attempt to understand, raised by thugs, no hugs not a chance, Looking to be a man, Criticized, never offered a hand, Failures my biggest fan, unfocused compromised plans, Evilness makes its demands, Led by the dysfunctional commands. Wishing the world could perceive, The facade and illusion of me, My depression seeps so deep, The truth is I am him, And he is me, I'm only human, And human is all ill ever be. ED