"I got the old me trying to hit me up telling me one drink aint bad, and I tell him one drink leads to another, I aint going back! I rather sit on my grave than smoke an ounce! My minds insane just wanna pout! I feel enraged I just wanna let it out Dont drink it away just pour it out They would say Im insane but they dont know about, How I recently changed and moved up in life, I aint gonna throw it away Im gonna live about it I swear to never cave in or go the end route My mind feel like endless loops like a interstate turn around, I waited so patiently i picked up weights now I feel waitless, How many times I tried and kept falling back, NOT NO MORE! I AINT GOING BACK! so I thank the Lord everyday for the second chance couldve been dead from Covid 2 years ago, but you told me no, So Im gonna live for you Wake up everyday thanking for another breathe RIP Jamhil Hiley, RIP Teeh Tristian, RIP Markese, RIP Malcolmn, and RIP for all my other friends I might have missed. WE WILL MEET AGAIN! LOVE YOU ALL!!"