I don’t like being Stone at night

I’m not going to lie I really don’t want to post this but I’m going to do it to remind myself that I don’t want to be ever stone again and don’t live by for what I want to define myself. I want to be the person who I still desire in my life as I struggle with time after time because I was stone and alone while walking home all night and I don’t know why but I hate myself for doing rhymes as I sing at night. I know I am stone. Because I’m doing the whole rhyme thing and night as I walk home all stone at night