pain in my soul

pain in my soul from losing my family but something telling me to keep going harder and don't give up and do this for my family me being in proverty and losing my family it's hurts my so bad but im gotta keep going for them cause they want me not to give it up and i not im just keep going harder cause my moma said im her strongest child and I am and im keep going hard for the ones that's was close to me and im not stopping and that's a fact and this is for one i miss so much i know they looking down on me telling keep living and i love y'all and miss you so much and i know yall watching me from above but im keep going even though all the pain im going through