negative thoughts in my head like lice I can tell you what to do can't take my own advice hypocrite is the definition of that lying to myself this a rough draft that chapter of life put it on the shelf the conclusion has yet to be written depressed now I'm like my foreign whip, I'm driven cant wait paranoid from the feeling of anticipation ive been through alot and have yet to be stopped like a 1 hit wonder go from being hot then next song flopped cant dwell on that its toxic detrimental on my mental just experimenting with this rap shit been known to go temperamental flow sicker than COVID get your booster just kidding injection kills faster wake up call from the rooster waking up feeling like i wanna sleep through the rest of life then realize I'm blessed and wanna be happy have a family a beautiful wife is that enough to motivate me to change my life it's like im ready for the new beginning then demons creeping in my head start sinning enough of this poor me time to start winning fuxk the demon gods forgiving gotta get back to the right way begging for help on my knees I pray feel like i have 100 mil in the bank i can't access unlike school, lifes test I'm going to pass.. (Freestyled the rest)