this pain different

Been trying be strong We had a special bond Tripping cause u gone U did me wrong left me Alone, traumatize Beautiful the pain too much Killed me,my summer die So warm too hot feel nice cold heart I’m too caught chill nights Body crippled shit ain’t right these cold nights My soul fighting behind these close Doors words just beating me down can’t come up I fucking hate burners hard times we made it through them slow nights, people pain differents Things changed don’t keep ya distance I try to stay persistent that time we get Ticking!!!! I’m too weak in the kitchen, trying fix up This moments twist us, Damn I miss her God I try to fix us, all I do now look at The pictures, wishes just some bullshit All them kisses on them soft lips Thinking about it I get too exhausted/ My broken heart speaks the truth I broke some hearts baby this ain’t cute I got a friend feel like you living through Sitting here hope you made it through