Got me feeling like I'm locked in a dark room I should pull the trigger let it go boom I'm trapped in my mind I don't fit in with mankind My minds in a bad place The truth I cant face Feelin like I cant vent Time with you is well spent I don't wanna let you go You just make my face glow I can't help how much I care I guess I'll go elsewhere I need to move away I hope I see you one day My heart aches at the thought Anything you asked for i bought Alone letting my mind race Now I feel like I have to pace Tears rollin down my face Like someone sprayed me with mace I make too many mistakes Leaving me with headaches Washing the pain away with wine But you are my lifeline I listen to my music Trying to keep my thoughts muted I stopped smoking those cigs My ego isn't really big My whole life feels upside down Now I'm acting like a clown I just love seeing you around My hearts beating fast I wished y'all never asked Fuck a speed limit Thinking about it got me livid Driving with a couple empty beers Why you always fuckin with queers While I'm here crying real tears Feels like nobody praying for me Might go blow a g My veins about to pop All you want me to do is stop I just need some shots in me I'm just tryna flirt with every girl I see They all said you'll be fine Even after drinking a bottle of moonshine Can't even keep on a shirt You got me feeling so hurt Might end up like Kurt Bumpin this beat in my car Wishing for you like a shootin star