seen dead people

I’ve seen dead people in front of my eyes! Searching for a high that couldn’t provide. A life time of a life time, I won’t lie. To tell you what to do. or not to do, I’m just a guy. I’m only 29, but I seen things that no one should see. Body laid out pale , died from an od. After his face turn green. Willing to die for something temporary. Searching for a high that’s unnecessary. As soon as it’s over, and you forget what happen. 10 minutes of being sober, And you’re back at it. You say you’re not an addict. Like yeah man and I should stay rapping? But I’ve seen too many people die, And I finally had it. I’m tired of seeing people I love, Caught up in drugs. Not able to say enough, Is enough! I’m tired of all the pain, I’m tired of all the sorrow. I’m tired of not knowing if I see someone tomorrow! Cause they’re gone bc they wanna live wreck less. Thinking the drug would make them live stress less. But when the high is over life becomes real again. The feelings they had before, they’re going start to feel again! So they’re popping them pills again, In an attempt to never feel again! They think that’s it’s healing em! But in reality it’s killing em! I don’t wanna throw my life away. I don’t wanna see you die today. I don’t wanna throw it all away! Why do we gotta separate so soon, Bc you thought the drugs would heal internal wounds. Living life on the edge, like your body would be immune! Consequences ended up dead inside of your room! Like most of us do! And it’s crazy cause we will never talk again, Wish I told you to stop shooting heron deep inside your veins! But at that point you already knew nothing would change! You were addicted there’s nothing I could do. I could only imagine all the pain you were going through. I only wish you knew. How much God honestly cared for you! See the problem is people think God is evil! We blame God for problems we create as people. We have a choice of life or death, and we choose the needle. And in the end the consequences prove to be lethal. I don’t wanna throw my life away. I don’t wanna see you die today. Don’t want you to throw it all away! I don’t wanna see you die today. I don’t wanna see you die any day. Em drugs were pulling you down. Now I’m praying for your family cause you’re no longer around! Cause your now, Resting 6ft in the ground! Like damn. Imma miss you friend. Til we meet again’