I open my arms with no hesitation and realize that im a victom of my own desperation I've been lonely so long that i hol on to the though I'mt of us but know matter how i feel or what i say its not enough I gave you my devotion and now you played with my emotions now swallowed your lies and now I'm stuck your fuckin chokin soakin in this hopelessness can't cope with this loneliness in the sight of you so poisonous this pain left emotionless paralyzed in self pity feeling shitty in every way every way can escape from my thoughts and get about you everyday putting myself through a nightmare holding on to hopeless dreams but I'm dreaming of heaven or I'm in hell or so it seems I'm stuck with is broken pieces you still let me know I hate you know I want to see you bleeding no more hurting no more grieving no more trying to stay sober I stick myself and take you with me so now it's over